peis.

when your day is long and the night
the night is yours alone
when you're sure you've had enough of this life
well, hang on
don't let yourself go
cause everybody cries
and everybody hurts
sometimes
-the corrs, everybody hurts.


the conspiracy of silence.

13 november 1008 12.23am

sometimes, there are actually certain stuff that we all know about, certain stuff that we dont like to speak about. so we pretend that it doesnt exist, we do not go there. we dont speak about it much. to prevent hurting and prevent getting hurt. it makes everything easier at the end of the day. it makes us all happier.

that's one of the things discussed today, at the palliative care attachment. i think it's true. not only in the medical context, but everything else. we choose to pretend that we dont know certain things, because they're too painful or unsure to be talked about, and the other party doesnt quite wanna speak about it too. so we all keep quiet and maintain our silence on it.

and YES, im sick again. :( what is wrong with my immune system. mathew suggests vitamin c, like redoxon. i wonder. ;(