and i so so so wanna go christmas shopping, it looks so brilliantly happy and bright all over the place, all over town. but im so poor now. i don't quite wanna eat out as well. the new bags and the new shoes totally robbed me off all my remaining wealth. let's hope i get the SGH PACES examination surrogates job. i actually dreamt last night that the person in charge emailed me to tell me that i'm too late for the job offer and all the slots are taken up! i think im going mad, i keep dreaming of stuff that happen in the day and they con't in my dreams. it's getting weird and i'm worried that part of it will seem like reality to me! adeline told me it happens to her too, so im not that weird that all.

ANDDD! during night call that day, on thursday. i set an IV plug and end up causing a biohazard. that poor guy bled all over the place. and according to kenneth, it's probably 5-10mls worth and enough to run some labs on him. okay, im SORRY!! i will be more careful next time. i will remember that the heparin plug isn't a clip-on and ta-dah, its in and that you HAVE TO SCREW it on. hahahahahaha. and i will compress the vein MORE! hahahaha. so embarrassing!! the guy probably thought that i was an idiot! at 2am somemore! :(

okay, one of week of emed and then EOPT will come. i think emed's really exciting and i guess i will kind of miss it when it's over, when we all go back to boring CHP, COFM patient and endless survery doing and soon after move back to the wards and back to the mundane patient clerking and PE and clerking and PE and morning rounds. emed should be like 10weeks long, ok lah, maybe not that long, 6 weeks long would have been a great deal better! (:

and i so so so wanna go christmas shopping, it looks so brilliantly happy and bright all over the place, all over town. but im so poor now. i don't quite wanna eat out as well. the new bags and the new shoes totally robbed me off all my remaining wealth. let's hope i get the SGH PACES examination surrogates job. i actually dreamt last night that the person in charge emailed me to tell me that i'm too late for the job offer and all the slots are taken up! i think im going mad, i keep dreaming of stuff that happen in the day and they con't in my dreams. it's getting weird and i'm worried that part of it will seem like reality to me! adeline told me it happens to her too, so im not that weird that all.

ANDDD! during night call that day, on thursday. i set an IV plug and end up causing a biohazard. that poor guy bled all over the place. and according to kenneth, it's probably 5-10mls worth and enough to run some labs on him. okay, im SORRY!! i will be more careful next time. i will remember that the heparin plug isn't a clip-on and ta-dah, its in and that you HAVE TO SCREW it on. hahahahahaha. and i will compress the vein MORE! hahahaha. so embarrassing!! the guy probably thought that i was an idiot! at 2am somemore! :(

okay, one of week of emed and then EOPT will come. i think emed's really exciting and i guess i will kind of miss it when it's over, when we all go back to boring CHP, COFM patient and endless survery doing and soon after move back to the wards and back to the mundane patient clerking and PE and clerking and PE and morning rounds. emed should be like 10weeks long, ok lah, maybe not that long, 6 weeks long would have been a great deal better! (: