dreaming carousels and little wooden horses going round

peis.

when your day is long and the night
the night is yours alone
when you're sure you've had enough of this life
well, hang on
don't let yourself go
cause everybody cries
and everybody hurts
sometimes
-the corrs, everybody hurts.

erppss.

23 jan 2009. 1.41am.

oh gosh. i wanna sleep, i really really wanna sleep.
but i cant, i just cant get to sleep.

i'm like super duper extremely tired from today.
i went to school to mug bright and early at 10ish 11am. i woke up at 9ish.
and then, i did a million things.
like donate blood.
go for chp meetings.
attempt to help.
and went to town.
where i WALKED-WALKED-WALKED-WALKED from plaza sing to orchard hotel
ORCHARD HOTEL. thats BESIDE delfi orchard. i've never NEVER walked so far in a brilliantly long time.
omg. and so im really tireddd.
BUT I CANT CANT CANT get to sleep.

AND, i have chp meeting again at 10am tmr. like 10am is really early.

omg, and im amused at my own bitching. maybe i shld drug myself with anti-histamines. or cough syrup. i think that will help a lot. oh boy, :(.